Hair-less

Hairdresser

Today was the day.  261 days since I last had a hair cut.  261 days since my lovely hairdresser cropped me to chemo chic in preparation for the great shedding.  Co-incidently, today has also been my first non hospital related trip out since last week’s surgical shenanigans.  And what finer way to spend my first outing, I ask you?  Two delicious cups of coffee, endless chatter from my darling hairdresser (who’s official verdict on my hair was ‘It really is mad, isn’t it?’) and an hour of feeling utterly normal.

I am seeing him again before the Captain and I take to the waters and head off into the wide blue yonder for a few months.  We have plans for a few highlights and colourful whatchamacallits.  Meanwhile, here is the finished result as promised.  Pleased does not come close:

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Silence may be golden …

quiet ones

… but it is also quite dull.  Five days post op and our house is still a house of unnatural quiet.  My throat and mouth are by far the worst things about this latest date with the operating theatre.  My uvula is about 50% longer than normal and likes to drag itself across the back of my throat.  Which is as unpleasant as it sounds.  My mouth is a bit like the sorest sore throat you can imagine.  The one where you brace yourself to swallow your own saliva.  It is improving.  And it is good for the waistline as I am only really managing to eat variations on mush at the moment which is also quite dull.  Ice cream is good but, and here’s something I never thought I would say, there is only so much I feel like.

Medically speaking, there seems to be nothing to be done except wait it out.  I have been assured it will get better.  And I can see that it is doing so.  It is a tedious old business though.  All that is to be done is to continue with the mouth numbing preparations, drink lots and wait.

Meanwhile, I rather think the Captain is enjoying the peace.  He should worry about all the things I am plotting …

Pulling up the Pants

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This is my mission now.  The deed is done.  I have been lopped, trimmed, tidied and hoovered.  My job now is to pull up my positive pants, the ones that suck it all in, and get on with recovering.

All went well apart from a wee problem with my uvula.  Yes, the dangly bit in the back of my throat.  Apparently it got caught in the hoover.  I know!  Anyway, it swelled up like a balloon which made swallowing a tad tricky and caused a bit of alarm but hooray for steroids because they were fast administered and I was soon able to swallow.  Fortunately breathing was never too much of a problem.  Talking was but they did not seem too concerned about that.  Can’t think why?  I am now left with an elongated swollen dangly bit that tickles the back of my throat and is deeply annoying.  It will pass.  And it does mean I have been instructed to eat ice cream so it is not all bad.

All the surgical stuff seems to have gone well.  I do not seem to have reacted to anything and everything so that is a major result.  Everything is a bit sore but nothing that paracetamol can’t handle.  The best thing is being home.  They threw me out yesterday afternoon which was fabulous.  I am hoping not to return.

Becoming Balanced

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By this time tomorrow, the deed should be done.  I should have been hoovered, plumped, trimmed and lopped.  I report for duty at 7:30am and hand myself over once more into the care of the NHS.  This time I am taking jam to theatre with me.  Can’t hurt to spread some sticky love, can it?

See you on the other side x

Little Miss Tall & Curly

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It is a novelty for me have to have curly hair.  What am I saying?  For sometime it has been a novelty for me to have hair full stop.  But while I am delighted at the regrowth, I am less delighted and the sheer bonkerness of my current head covering.  It really is mad.  And nothing I do, not brushing, not washing, not any attempt at styling, makes the slightest bit of difference.  So my plan for sometime, and I think you will agree, it is a cunning one, has been to simply avoid mirrors.

This has worked well.  But the time has come when something has to be done.  The reality is that, for all its madness, my hair is still not very long.  Which is why I have not taken this course of action before.  Finally though, I have made an appointment at with my hairdresser.  It will be 261 days since my last appointment.  It is a personal best.  I am really hoping he can make something of the mess that now sits on my head.  He is a magician so I have good reason to hope.  I will of course, post photos when done but you will have to wait a while as it will not be until after my boobs have been trimmed.  Boobs first, hair second.  It is the rule.

Meanwhile, I have been having a lovely time over on picmonkey.com making collages of my hair regression and progression since my last cut.  Enjoy.

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L-R 7th June, 20th June, 29th June 2016
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L-R 10th July, 5th Aug, 11th Sept
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L-R 2nd Oct, 4th Nov, 25th Nov 2016
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L-R 4th Dec, 22nd Dec 2016, 9th Jan 2017
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L-R 31st Jan, 13th Feb, 4th March 2017

Annual Review Clinic

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Today was the first of my five, yearly visits to the Breast Clinic just to check that all is going well.  It follows on from my annual mammogram.  The appointment was with Brainy Spice and I was looking forward to seeing her.

However, on arrival, I seriously began to question whether I had got the place, time or date of the appointment wrong.  The waiting room I was shown to was in the Oncology Clinic which threw me a little.  But it is adjacent to the Breast Unit so that did not seem unreasonable.  It was very crowded.  Again, nothing unusual about that.  But I did begin to wonder if I had inadvertently been sent to a Health Care for the Elderly Clinic.  I was easily the youngest in the room by at least twenty years.  Until the woman in her thirties showed up.  I must have looked ancient to her so I can only shudder at what she thought of the rest of our companions.  Of course, there is the possibility that these women were, in fact, all in the their fifties and were attending their last review appointment having spent the past five years on Letrozole.

Which brings me to my consultation.  Brainy Spice was as fab as ever.  I was as dippy as ever.  I had a list of questions I wanted to ask.  Unfortunately, it was a mental list.  Mistake.  Obviously, I got side tracked by demonstrating my tit twitching abilities and promptly forgot all about it.  She was impressed though and felt that as a plan to fall back on in hard times, it was not an unreasonable one.  Hurrah.  The one question I did remember to ask was about Letrozole.  Just lately I have been having a lot of trouble with muscle cramps and joint stiffness.  I am frequently woken in the night with my calves or feet cramping and I can no longer sit cross legged on the floor without a good deal of pain.  Both these problems are getting worse.  To establish whether it is the Letrozole causing the problems or just an absence of oestrogen, Brainy Spice has suggested I have a Letrozole holiday.  So for six weeks, my little brown pills get metaphorically packed away in a suitcase with arm bands and a bucket and spade.  I wonder if they will send a post card?

Following this break, I return to clinic to discuss the findings.  Of course by then, I will be sporting my new rack.  I wonder if I will still be able to twitch?