I had a bad night. Sorting out my pain control is taking more time than I thought so the night was long. With little sleep had. And then I could hardly move when it was time to give up on the pretence at sleeping. Turns out the plastic coated starch sheeted hospital bed had its bonuses: it moved continually. One of those new fangled pressure relieving mattress thingies that not only relieved my pressure, it also kept my muscles from seizing up. Handy.
So I started the day grumpy. And weepy. By 10am I attempted a nap. Just as I dozed off, the plumber working on our One Day Possibly A Kitchen (because I like to do my breast cancer & surgery with building work and no kitchen, how about you?) drilled a hole through mains water pipe. The Captain was out. Buying Soft & Comfy bras (mm mmm!) for me. The man is almost a saint. But he was out so canonisation will have to wait a while. My lovely Mum had to scurry around mopping up the vast flood while the stop cock was located. Of course, the part of the mains severed meant that water to the whole row of terraces was cut off too. How to make yourself popular with your neighbours. Now we are a few days back from where the day began on the kitchen. But hey, it could be worse, I could have cancer. Ah yes. That old chestnut.
From then on, every time I nearly napped, the phone rang. Or the door went. Or a drill started. And so on. But all was not lost. My fab sister came to see me and that saved the day from being a total right off. Between us we have come up with a pain plan which should help. And she nearly washed my hair. But fortunately remembered about the lack of water just in time.
Tonight I have more drugs. And am optimistic that maybe I will actually sleep. This would be good. I am tired of being tired. I am tired of waking in a hot sweat that has gone cold, leaving me shivering. I am tired of itchy skin. Twitching shoubsicle aside I am hopeful that the drugs will knock me out sufficiently for not only the pain to be a distant memory but for these other irritations to leave me unawares.